Thursday, October 26, 2006

Wasting Time....

I have been having this dull feeling lately like I am wasting time. That I am not using my time to the fullest. Sometimes I feel like I am stuck, spinning my wheels, never quite able to make it to the next level. Actually, I know I am wasting my time. I know I spend hours everyday wasting time. Its true, I've been 2 years without cable tv and that has stopped me from doing THAT to waste time. Now it is the computer... I have this strong feeling that there is SOMETHING that I am supposed to be doing... I am not sure what... but I think if I stopped wasting time long enough, I would figure it out. Something bigger than canning peaches, tomatoes and applesauce (not that that isn't important, too - it is) but something in the world.

I came across this most beautiful website today and I thought, why aren't I doing THAT? What keeps me from really presenting myself this way - from really, truly believing in myself this way? Something in me is terrified of success. It is time to face the dragon. Eyeball to eyeball. I really am amazing. Why am I so afraid of that? Why don't I do what I know I need to do until it is either too late or almost too late? Why? Or maybe it doesn't even matter why. I just need to stop. I am breaking out of these shackles. I can feel it. I am emerging...

It is very timely for my workshop at the Inner World School this Saturday. I really need to hear this and focus on this myself... Come and join me. Its really going to be great...

Topic: I am Amazing

You are amazing, incredible, beautiful, intelligent, compassionate, generous, wonderful. Do you believe it? Do you feel it? What keeps us from living a life that is incredible, compassionate and wonderful—that we feel passionate about? We are often operating from beliefs deeply, unconsciously held that we would never consciously agree with. Spend the day learning about how to uncover these beliefs and change them and affirming all that is wonderful, amazing and magical about YOU!

Date: Saturday, October 28
Time: 11:00am—4:00pm
Cost: $50 ($5 for members)
Facilitator: Andrea Clarke

To register e-mail innerworldschool@shaw.ca or call 250-503-5416

2 comments:

katie said...

i know what you mean.

bum.by.the.sea said...

yah, it's like you wrote that out of my head.