Blob

I am soooo tired. I feel like a jelly fish, a blob, a carcas. Rhiannon has been torturing me at night, waking up 3 - 4 times. Today I am at wits end. I don't do tired well... I have a really hard time making myself DO anything. This morning I started having fantasies about taking the back seat out of the van and sleeping there... where I couldn't hear her calling me...calling me....calling me... It has just been too many days of tiredness. I am tired of being tired....